I hate my boyfriend more than anyone on the fucking planet
Living in a world with so many awful terrible people around you is really hard.
Sincerely,
Would-do-literally-anything-for-a-single-oz-of-love
Why am I even here? All I do is try my best to do and be kind to others and get nothing in return. Fuck, nothing would be better than abuse and hurt constantly from everyone who’s ever been in my life.
I wish I was hard and tough and didn’t care what people thought about me. But the truth is, all I want is for someone to love me.
Not a single person cares. I’m probably just a horrible awful person. No matter what I do. I can’t do anything right.
It’s hard realizing that not a single person would care if you lived or died
What do you do when you feel so invisible but at the same time not invisible enough… like you wish you could disappear because the only treatment you’ve ever received is hatred and hurt.
I’d rather just not exist than have to endure this pain daily.
I am a victim of abuse and I don’t know what to do.
sitting next to your boyfriend and realizing you’re completely invisible… he could care less that you’re just sitting there in complete silence… men are constantly inconsiderate of others. It’s so rude to not even acknowledge a human being sitting two feet across from you…
I sit and daydream about some day a man coming and sweeping me off my feet, and I would feel beautiful worthy and whole. Taking me away from the pain. Understanding me and helping me trust and love again. Someone who wouldn’t dream of cheating on me or abusing me. And I’d be so happy. I wish for that kind of person. But they do not exist. They never will. People who have love to offer never receive it in return.
why am I the one who feels embarrassed about being cheated on? I did nothing wrong… 💔
Sometimes I feel like Christians who never leave their hometowns, get married at 19, never go to college and are generally “dumb” seem a lot happier…